The Path

Ever notice that the path you must travel is ice covered with pot holes all over it? You can never just dodge the pot holes either because they are huge! I never know ahead of time where the road will take me but I have to have faith that it is better then where I have been. I thought this picture was the perfect metaphor for my life.
I look ahead into the white abyss not knowing what the future holds for me but knowing that the road is long and hard. I have to bypass trash and wade through the mud to get to where ever it is that I am going because there is no other choice except to back up into my past which i don't want to relive or stay where i am forever which for me is not an option! So forward my husband and I go into the white abyss of the future. We may be cracked and imperfect but here we go. Together we Go!
I feel like a drag my past around behind me because I am afraid to let it go. I fear my future because of my past and I can't live in the present because of the past and the future. You ever feel that way? It sucks don't it?
The part that you can't see in this picture is my husband and I are inside his pick up and we have had 23inches of snow and counting.... I HAD to get out of the house for awhile so I begged my hubby to take me out for a drive for picture taking. We had a blast! It was the first time i had really been in the moment or even really understood what that meant! So now when I see this pic I think about that drive and being in the moment just me and my hubby together on a journey to the future. After all isnt that what life is all about?

I have found that my spiritual journey has lead me to the Unitarian Universal Fellowship. I will be reading a book called A Chosen Faith. I will be posting my thoughts on the book both good and bad and everything in between.
Keep Seeking your own Truth
Truth Seeker!
Peace